Kind of hard to explain it, but the past few weeks have been a serious emotional roller coaster. Hopefully they’ll smooth out a bit as I settle into design. I really hope so.
Some of the craziness that has transpired of late: First off, a big part of my plan has been to get my 401k from my previous employer cashed out to help smooth the transition to freelancing. They have been jerking me around with the termination papers and due to problems with our economy, my plan is now worth substantially less than it would have been if they had let me cash it out several weeks ago. Also, I’ve been a bit cheeky in that I have prepared a few designs for companies who have shown no interest in my work, and simply submitted anyway in hopes. The first big company that I submitted to was Rockett. I love their work and it has been a goal of mine to be featured with some of the amazing artists that grace their designs. They loved my design! Both partners were in, even though they had more designs lined up then they needed at the time. Suddenly, though, one of the partners decided against it and the design was turned down. So that went from Excitement to Bummer in about 4 hours. They are, however, interested in working with me. So I’m still pretty excited.
After that whole deal, I decided to put the artwork for voting on DesignByHumans. In my opinion it was one of my best, if not the best, design I have ever done. When I posted it up on Emptees.com and DesignByHumans.com the first days response was a resounding “Meh.” I was pretty let down by it, but for some reason, the second day saw quite a few votes in my direction.
Similarly, I have been branching out my art to attempt to include more clients. I have had a fairly good response, although I feel as if I’ve had just as many people refuse any response. I think it has been effective so far, though. I definitely have managed to land a few jobs that I otherwise would not have. I will post one of them directly in my next entry. I closed the deal on my first big design the same day as I got a terrible stomach virus and was set in bed for two days. Is it karma? Haha.
Yeah. I suppose it’s just a time of change for me, and anytime you do anything truly important there’s bound to be mixed emotions. Here’s hoping for some relaxing time in the future.